because i had a couple drinks those nights
because i was afraid you'd think i'm dangerous, a dangrerous drinker
because i was having fun with friends and only wanted to say hello
because you don't know me, you're scared of me
because you need straight answers, and you're afraid of me
because you have a hard time trusting new friends
because i never felt like a criminal till now
because i never scared anyone in my life like i have you,
because i think you might be thinking too much,
because you don't seem to want to believe, that, what i tell you about Me, is true.
because you have been scared before you met me
because you can't let go of something that isn't me.
because i know you don't know me.
because you get scared
because i care
because you may loose a good friend
because i may loose a wonderful friend
because in my head, i argue with you during the day, trying to solve problems
because in my head, while painting brushes brush, a battle between you and i is on
because in my head, i don't really want to give up on you
because in my head, i would rather stay friends
because in my head, i know you're in pain
because in my head, i may not understand your pain, but am beside your pain
because i only wanted to be there as a friend, even if i don't fully understand
because i tried, but in your heart, i may have died.
because i don't know what else to do
because i don't feel like the only one to blame
because i feel like i have to say goodbye so you can feel safe again
because i give up for now
because there is no cause anymore.
because things are so fucked up
because we think too much
because we think too much